Hello,
I like the idea of impermanence, but I also like the idea of creative output. I don't really care that much about whether or not my message is going to be out there, but rather that I am able to create something that I could even call my "Magnum opus". The theme of this website is that I wouldn't really touch anything in the past, but rather show my output for the future. Whatever style that I so choose, I will basically have full reign, full freedom to put it in this blog. I know whatever I say is not as much useful for the next guy that looks at this website, but I know that I am capable of creating profoundness out of thin air.
Another thing I would like to conquer with this website is of my perfectionism: That the themes would be updated the more this website progresses, or I would even go into phases of doubt and anger and frustration, but if I utilize that energy wisely, I know that it's like a phoenix from the ashes, or a butterfly undergoing metamorphosis. I've been inspired by countless websites throughout my journey as an "aspiring" programmer, but I always felt that I needed that push to just do it. But so much as I look impulsive, I'm really just a frustrated person at myself for not being decisive. And the people around me know that it seems kinda dangerous, but I don't care.
I wish to allow myself to do that which I please, however I please. I will learn how to make something better by putting in the patience and skill in a low-stress environment. It's like building a website a day, but I can be lazy or I can actually just do what I wanted to do.
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