( 9:52 GN )
Weirdly I want to point the finger to direct my hate upon an unsuspecting mortal, but I realize that that is not quite the way. Yet I would like to keep this as a way of gathering fuel. I wish everybody well, especially the ones that I direct my hate towards the most. I hope that all of everybody on this planet ascends to become better than before.
I had to humble myself to go to class, as I did not contribute to my team assignment. I asked for help, and got through the shame.
I want to do better but I feel like a disabled monkey trying to learn the unicycle without handrails.