(10:05 GN) The obstacle was always the way.
Nobody is to be trusted, slay the infidels wherever they might stand. And shout atop a mountain that your lord is one.
What are the excuses that I have been using for this past month?:
-I want to use the car crash as a way of hiding behind my depression
-People will talk behind my back about me
-I see no point in school even though I put myself in this program
-I'm not strong enough
-I'm too depressed so I can't work
-I'm too tired
-Sorry, I was asleep
-Sorry, I was studying
-I swear I didn't use ChatGPT
-I'm genuinely confused, how does that have to relate to me?
-My phone/computer was dead, sorry for not messaging you
-I slept through my alarm, I can't come
-My team members hate me
-I have no purpose in life so why work?
-I have other things to work on (even though school is already 6000 dollars down the drain)
-School is useless, I won't use it for anything
-I want to pursue other education, so doing this program isn't going to help me.
-I hate everyone, that's why I isolate from everybody
-I isolate from everyone because it allows me to think about my current situation
-I isolate from everyone so that I can improve myself and go into monk mode
-My house almost burned down, sorry for not messaging you guys.
-I'm in a rut, sorry for not helping you guys on the project.
-My CNS is fried, can't go to the gym
-I'm afraid of other people influencing my thoughts, that's why I distance myself from everyone
-I'm focusing on my own stuff, so I don't want to see fine shyt.
-I want to see her eventually, just not when I like her or she likes me.
-You actually want to make me
-I want to study philosphy or religion at Medina
-I don't wanna
-I'm purposely glowing down, so that's why I look like shit
-I'm fasting, that's why I don't have energy
-I'm on a keto diet, that's why I don't have energy
-I haven't been pursuing my goals, that's why I don't have energy
-I masturbated, that's why I don't have energy
-I want to cry everyday, that's why I'm not cold and senseless